awak saya :)

okay semalam kuar dengan asyraf, comel tak :)

dia sangat comel :)

sayang asyraf saya :)

pergi mane je?

hem pergi makan dunkin donuts :)

suka? mestilah!!!

pastu pergi jalan2 :)

what i like most about him?

responsible! to himself, friends GOD and enviroment..

suka jalan2 semalam tapi kalau blh duduk lagi best

knee cap nak tercabut tapi control senyum je sepanjang jalan hehe :)

antara lawak2 yg terjadi semalam

asyraf: eh mata you berair..

ma: tak lah mata i bersinar

both: hahahahahahahah

asyraf: ape tu?

ma: rantai (rantai bentuk love)

asyraf: boleh bukak tak?

ma: boleh guna batu

both: hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahaha

owh so sweet you nak i letak gambar you eh :) later i letak k wallpaper kot ;p

miss u already lah... :)

the boy who i havent met

though i havent met you, i like you already, u laugh at my jokes, you laugh when i laugh, u think im funny when i tell the punch line wrong, i know its recent i know were different but somehow i knew you knew that i need you and you need me too :) its an amazing feeling.. i just hope you wont give up on me easily, you have a strong heart you believe in things that no one else have faint heart on, you see things differently as i am seeing things different from you and everyone else, its different but it dosent mean its bad, it's just different, i'll try my best making you happy as you have already did from the moment you say hai :) you got me at hai and hopefuly i wont loose you at goodbye and just so you know you're amazing :)

okay its time for me to study

its time for me to study plus i have tones of work to do!!!

see i have to

study + buat tbl + group discussion

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

malasnye!

im reading dragonball!!

i just wish its as intresting as murtagh

huh malasnyer nak baca buku!!!

YOSH!

so about my depression i am trying a new method of overcomming it or else i have to reasort to an alternative way of being in a company of my frens like 24/7

so what i plan to do is making a video log for 5 days at home and see how it goes..hopefully it turns out good heheheheh :)

depression

i have been diagnosing myself as having depression

the adhedonia was overwhelming at one point i have trouble concentrating

i dont think friends care and surely they dont understnad

coz they are judgmental

but hey

i tried to see the counselor she is on leave

so tomorrow try my luck again

i think

i try to get a hang of it

dr hairel kata its ok for me to take antidepressants!

YAHOOOO

dapat green light ape lagi ;p

piriton dosent really resolve

yeah boy was nice to me today

kak sam too

elevated my mood abit

coz they are crazy and make me smile always hehehehe

like it ;p!

i just wish things are simple and i wish my life was like KAMI

but they are really complicated..

friends dont tell coz they judge so..

better live it up..

stay focus! ;p

and cheer up!

Im scared i might reasult in medication

Lately i have been having problem with sleeping

Best option is piriton

But yeah with xanax and starlift lying around its very tempting

Nak makan ke tak?

But my insomnia is getting worse

Damn it!