Friday, November 26, 2010

okay its time for me to study

its time for me to study plus i have tones of work to do!!!
see i have to
study + buat tbl + group discussion

im reading dragonball!!

i just wish its as intresting as murtagh
huh malasnyer nak baca buku!!!


so about my depression i am trying a new method of overcomming it or else i have to reasort to an alternative way of being in a company of my frens like 24/7
so what i plan to do is making a video log for 5 days at home and see how it goes..hopefully it turns out good heheheheh :)

Thursday, November 25, 2010


i have been diagnosing myself as having depression
the adhedonia was overwhelming at one point i have trouble concentrating
i dont think friends care and surely they dont understnad
coz they are judgmental
but hey
i tried to see the counselor she is on leave
so tomorrow try my luck again
i think
i try to get a hang of it
dr hairel kata its ok for me to take antidepressants!
dapat green light ape lagi ;p

piriton dosent really resolve
yeah boy was nice to me today
kak sam too
elevated my mood abit
coz they are crazy and make me smile always hehehehe
like it ;p!
i just wish things are simple and i wish my life was like KAMI
but they are really complicated..
friends dont tell coz they judge so..
better live it up..
stay focus! ;p
and cheer up!

Friday, November 19, 2010

Im scared i might reasult in medication

Lately i have been having problem with sleeping

Best option is piriton

But yeah with xanax and starlift lying around its very tempting

Nak makan ke tak?

But my insomnia is getting worse

Damn it!