okay its time for me to study

its time for me to study plus i have tones of work to do!!!

see i have to

study + buat tbl + group discussion

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

malasnye!

im reading dragonball!!

i just wish its as intresting as murtagh

huh malasnyer nak baca buku!!!

YOSH!

so about my depression i am trying a new method of overcomming it or else i have to reasort to an alternative way of being in a company of my frens like 24/7

so what i plan to do is making a video log for 5 days at home and see how it goes..hopefully it turns out good heheheheh :)

depression

i have been diagnosing myself as having depression

the adhedonia was overwhelming at one point i have trouble concentrating

i dont think friends care and surely they dont understnad

coz they are judgmental

but hey

i tried to see the counselor she is on leave

so tomorrow try my luck again

i think

i try to get a hang of it

dr hairel kata its ok for me to take antidepressants!

YAHOOOO

dapat green light ape lagi ;p

piriton dosent really resolve

yeah boy was nice to me today

kak sam too

elevated my mood abit

coz they are crazy and make me smile always hehehehe

like it ;p!

i just wish things are simple and i wish my life was like KAMI

but they are really complicated..

friends dont tell coz they judge so..

better live it up..

stay focus! ;p

and cheer up!

Im scared i might reasult in medication

Lately i have been having problem with sleeping

Best option is piriton

But yeah with xanax and starlift lying around its very tempting

Nak makan ke tak?

But my insomnia is getting worse

Damn it!

EX..

don't you hate it when you see your EX everywhere?

that is how i feel

and yeah he thinks he so great strutting around with his attitude

now wonder he was keen on dumping me

i think he got someone already

talk about disgusting

you should think of changing your face

he is obnoxious

and wears a mask

he acts nice in front of people

but i think Allah will balas what he did to me

and yeah i think he will die of heart attack

coz sape yg kuat marah byk adrenaline

which eventually causes HPT and soon dies of heart attack

kalau ade org nak kat dia pon bet she's a whore

i fucking hate you thank you

i think the reason of me being so fucking pissed is because i cant let it out

but i did already and yes he is a bitch

he acts like one talks like one and frankly he is one

yeah i still fucking care

that's my fucking problem

but hey its just rant cheer up gal ;p

abg shahril's wedding

okay!

another one of my abg sedara

is getting married

and i got a hold of kak linda's kamera but yeah

think i like pictures in my camera for some

anyway it was a cool thing to hang out with my family

but in the end all of us had diarrhea

and pity my dad he was the most affected

he vomited alot

anyway the wedding was awesome

i love the DAIS though very pretty