Saturday, December 11, 2010

OMG OMG OMG!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!
guess what happen last night??? ;p
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............
ala nak cerita balik pun malu *blush*
ok story goes like this..
i was on the verge of reading chronic heart diseases
when suddenly my eyes started to think for them selves and go cox eye,
so as i was struggling to stay awake i was wondering why my darling asyraf hasn't called yet,
i think he might be busy,
i was literally yelling to my eyes to stay focus on page 1111 and it was a failure
what i read was something like janduadhudhfdlsfjksdfu and obviously i seriously need to go to bed
so i shut down my computer, off the fan and lights
i head back to my room and turn off the lights and lock the door,
i propped down on my bed and i took my phone and i msg asyraf
me: sayang i nantok la, u dah tido ke? (thinking why he hadn't called)
i waited like 5 minutes and no reply (yeah like he'll reply that fast, huhu)
so i decided to call him,
then this weird thing happen,
i call him but there was no tone and i was like
s#@t why couldn't i get through?
i mean is he talking to someone else on the phone and i couldn't get through?
i was starting to panicked but i try to stay positive,
so i dial his number using my maxis,
and it went through but after 2 tones i hung up,
later he called me
dahaaaaaaaaaaa i was soooooo HAPPY coz for a moment there i thought he was avoiding me huhuu.. :(
anyway we talked and i was only saying i wanted to sleep and told him what i had done today
we we're talking about how we feel
then suddenly he said
asyraf: ma fatima, happy tak u jadi girlfriend I?
and i was LIKE
me: HAPPY! (I mean at last declare jugak kan? ;p )

and for a moment there i was like flying
my face was so hot i think i could cook eggs on it hahahahaha

i mean seriously that was one of the best moments in my life! :)
and seriously i had NEVER never ever feel this way \(^.^)/


then i was like
me: sudi tak you jadi boyfriend i?
Asyraf: NAK ah!
awwwww sayang! you are so SWEET!
so we declare and it was 12/12/2010 perfect timing?
should say so myself:)
anyhow love you sayang!

XOXO!!! (hugs and kisses for you)

Friday, December 10, 2010

so my wallpaper right now


sekarang curi mase sedikit untuk update blog kejap
tadi dapat gambar sayang terus jadi wallpaper..
hehe byk notes and icon tak sempat nak kemas desktop
nanti lah i clear kan baru leh view muka u ngan lebih jelas hehehehe :)
huhu
yang i miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks cakap ngan i sayang naik sikit semangat nak study....

Thursday, December 9, 2010

i am supposed to be studying but i cant

im supposed to be studying but i cant
dah rase macam tepu je ni
rindu kat asyraf,
tapi kene study,
today asyraf ade exam,
exam tactics (or so i have no idea, sorry sayang im really blur on this (^.^)v,
huhu
i was studying on slipped femoral epiphysis
it still wont stick in my mind
i mean whats the diffrence between that and Perthe's???
omg! ORTHO is so HARD!
i hate you ortho...

can we talk about something more exciting?
yes sayang talk about you :)
lagi best kan?
can't wait for my exam to finish
i can cook you tomyam :)
miss you lots sayang!!
muahhhhhxxxx

XOXO (its hugs and kisses by the way ;p)
:)

today

today it didnt go that well..
i had body ache and i ate like 3 pills of different meds
anti histamin, neurofen and mucolytic
well i think its best if i took clarinase just but what ever..
asyraf still havent call...
owh miss u la :(
i know you buzy just hope you call tonight okay :]
anyhu struggling to study my back ache is so f@#$ing worse
omeh...akit la...
i just hope the questions are easy
dr hairel did mention that its going to be easy
he looked kinda worried that i was to f#$%ing stress out hahaha
well thats lyfe ya'll
and by the way
miss my asyraf...
till then
;P chowww

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

babies names

i know you guys will say..
nama baby lagi kan dd?? huhu
anyway its what i like and its for my future refrence jugak
hehe
anyhu its my blog so i can write anything that i want :)

first born i want a boy of course :)

1. muhammad adam :)
2. fatihah
3. muhammad arif
4. muhammad alyf
5. aiyesha
6.sofeya


comeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :)

awak saya :)


okay semalam kuar dengan asyraf, comel tak :)
dia sangat comel :)
sayang asyraf saya :)
pergi mane je?
hem pergi makan dunkin donuts :)
suka? mestilah!!!
pastu pergi jalan2 :)
what i like most about him?
responsible! to himself, friends GOD and enviroment..
suka jalan2 semalam tapi kalau blh duduk lagi best
knee cap nak tercabut tapi control senyum je sepanjang jalan hehe :)

antara lawak2 yg terjadi semalam

asyraf: eh mata you berair..
ma: tak lah mata i bersinar
both: hahahahahahahah

asyraf: ape tu?
ma: rantai (rantai bentuk love)
asyraf: boleh bukak tak?
ma: boleh guna batu
both: hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahaha

owh so sweet you nak i letak gambar you eh :) later i letak k wallpaper kot ;p
miss u already lah... :)

Saturday, December 4, 2010

the boy who i havent met

though i havent met you, i like you already, u laugh at my jokes, you laugh when i laugh, u think im funny when i tell the punch line wrong, i know its recent i know were different but somehow i knew you knew that i need you and you need me too :) its an amazing feeling.. i just hope you wont give up on me easily, you have a strong heart you believe in things that no one else have faint heart on, you see things differently as i am seeing things different from you and everyone else, its different but it dosent mean its bad, it's just different, i'll try my best making you happy as you have already did from the moment you say hai :) you got me at hai and hopefuly i wont loose you at goodbye and just so you know you're amazing :)